Formally known as Generalized Ramblings and Rantings of Spring, I have since become a mom. I have many questions, observations, and lessons learned as I muddle my way through this new and most important identity. Don't be surprised if you disagree with my opinions. I am opinionated, conservative, and charismatic. These are my words and if you find yourself offended please feel free to read else where.
26.11.20
25.11.20
The Immunity
In the wake of Covid-19 I decided to have a lesson on the human immunity for my six year old. In preparation for nursing school I took Microbiology and Anatomy and Physiology. In A&P I learned the fascinating ability of cell reproduction and individual white cells responsibility. I learned about virus reproduction and lysis. I often marveled at the human body's intricate design constantly wondering how any doctor after completing medical school could not be a believer in the God Almighty. Every little tiny detail of our body systems to our cells to our chemistry is masterfully perfect. Sure there are malfunctions or clinches, but the overall ideal design is miraculously purposeful.
As stated before I have tried my best to follow the research covering Covid-19. In some of my readings scientist have voiced concern about antibodies against Covid-19 not lasting for more than a few months. Then it was discovered in fact T cells have a memory that is longer lasting and will sufficiently redefend the body should the person have another exposure to Covid-19.
In preparing how to teach my daughter about the immunity I read about the individual white cells responsibility, which brought all the information I read about Covid-19 to full circle. Lets see if I can make this simple and understandable. We have B cell and T cells. The B cells are floating around surveying the cells as watchmen. They also act as photographers. When the B cell identifies a pathogen (foreign body) it essentially takes a picture to create memory cells. Then it releases plasma cells as engineers to study the structure of the pathogen. This study of course forms antibodies to attach to the virus causing a breakdown of the virus barrier allowing cell lysis. Later macrophages come in like Cookie Monster to clean up the mess.
That is the first line of defense. If that is all we have sickness and Covid-19 could seem more intimidating. However, there are T cells who come in two groups as well: the Helper cells and the Killer cells. Remember the B cell took a picture, well the T cells gets a copy of that virus and they are looking for evidence of intruders, but they are also looking for compromised cells whom the virus has already invaded. When the invaded cell has been identified the T cell sends little receptors to attach to the cell wall disrupting the membrane again achieving lysis of both the cell and virus. Then here comes another macrophage chomping away to clean up all the pieces.
When I explain these amazing details to my daughter I can assure her that God has made us well and given our bodies the tools to persevere. That assurance can take away the fear. I am not trying to raise a blind fully ignorant person. I want her to be fearfully and wonderfully amazed by her design and her Creator's special attention to detail that makes her extraordinary. There are some things to worry about, but death from this virus is not one of them. Our lives are in God's hands.
28 Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell. 29 Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father’s care.[b] 30 And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows. Matthew 10:28-31
24.11.20
16.11.20
Night Light
All praise to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. God is our merciful Father and the source of all comfort. He comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort others. When they are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us. For the more we suffer for Christ, the more God will shower us with his comfort through Christ. Even when we are weighed down with troubles, it is for your comfort and salvation! For when we ourselves are comforted, we will certainly comfort you. Then you can patiently endure the same things we suffer. - 2 Corinthians 1:3-6
In this picture my husband and son are cuddling beside a fire while my daughters are near those very faint lights up in a treehouse. It is a beautiful night perfectly enjoyed within an autumn sky. My husband made a few changes to the backyard that offers a warm comfort completely enchanting me to my home. It is my haven.
Then..... I start reading the going-ons in the country. It's troubling for sure. It makes me adore my blemished utopia all the more. And like II Corinthians 1 reminds I need to have a heathy mind set to encourage and persevere. I'm using this image as my balm to treasure the simple quiet moments.
12.11.20
Spiders
It would appear a family of sisters made residence among our decks and window this autumn. Alas, they were not the garden spiders I grew attentive to a couple of years ago. According to my Seek app, which I highly recommend for identifying nature things (bugs, plants, fungi, ect.), these specie of spiders are a barn orbspider. Though not the beautifully created zigzag web of a garden spider these orb-weavers were altogether enjoyable to observe as they proceeded their natural design continuing the circle of life. During this season Lucy and I read E.B. White's 'Charlotte's Web' while watching the miraculous design of arachnids spinning and climbing and eating and dying. One by one each spider disappeared into the inevitable conclusion of the season. Eventhough I am fully aware our time on this earth is short those last few chapters of 'Charlotte's Web' bring tears to my eyes everytime acknowledging we need to cherish the ones we have lost.
9.11.20
A Convicting Month
Well... I can tell
you I have many thoughts and opinions at this moment. This is my blog and I
need to vent my inner feelings in order to instruct, justify, and insult. My
opinion matters so listen to me! Blub! I cannot stand the endless drooling and salivating
of Twitter. Facebook is a fairly useless format for me as well as it has become
a political microphone rather than a microscope of personal happenings.
Then over the last few weeks it does not help that I have
experienced some major conviction from the Holy Spirit about submitting to
authority. 1 Peter 2:13-17:
13 Submit
yourselves for the Lord’s sake to every human authority: whether to the
emperor, as the supreme authority, 14 or to governors, who are
sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right. 15 For
it is God’s will that by doing good you should silence the ignorant talk
of foolish people. 16 Live as free people, but do not use
your freedom as a cover-up for evil; live as God’s slaves. 17 Show
proper respect to everyone, love the family of believers, fear God, honor
the emperor.
Really? I cannot tell you how many times I have left angry
messages on my governor's Facebook page. Then I come to this passage. Romans
13:1-5:
13 Let everyone be
subject to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except
that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been
established by God. 2 Consequently, whoever rebels against the
authority is rebelling against what God has instituted, and those who do
so will bring judgment on themselves. 3 For rulers hold no
terror for those who do right, but for those who do wrong. Do you want to be
free from fear of the one in authority? Then do what is right and you will be
commended. 4 For the one in authority is God’s servant for
your good. But if you do wrong, be afraid, for rulers do not bear the sword for
no reason. They are God’s servants, agents of wrath to bring punishment on the
wrongdoer. 5 Therefore, it is necessary to submit to the
authorities, not only because of possible punishment but also as a matter of
conscience.
What? That is not American. I am being suppressed. Exactly. I am
to trust God is in control and believe nothing is beyond His attention. There
is a perfect plan being orchestrated to bring God's glory and he does not need
me to justify my grievances. My outbursts diminish the message of love and
truth to attract attention to Christ. "Show proper respect to everyone,
love the family of believers, fear God, honor the emperor." Oooo, That
stings. Yet what are the two greatest commandments? "‘Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with
all your soul and with all your mind.’[c] 38 This
is the first and greatest commandment. 39 And the second is
like it: ‘Love your neighbor as yourself.’" Matthew 22:37-39. People are not going to
see truth when I am bashing with insults, so called "Truth bombs."
God's message is heard and seen by a submissive caring love.
Isaiah 8:12-17
12 “Do not call conspiracy everything
this people calls a conspiracy; do not fear what they fear,
and do not
dread it.
13 The Lord Almighty is the one you are to regard as holy
he is the one you are to fear, he is the
one you are to dread.
14 He will be a holy place; for both Israel and Judah he will be a
stone that causes people to stumble and a rock that makes them
fall. And for the people of Jerusalem he will be
a trap and a snare.
15 Many of them will stumble; they will fall and be broken,
they will be snared and captured.”
16 Bind up this testimony of warning
and seal up God’s instruction among my disciples.
17 I will wait for the Lord, who is hiding his face
from the descendants of Jacob.
I will put my trust in him.
More
truthing! If it wasn't for the old saying History is bound to repeat itself,
I would guess this passage was written recently. Again, I am asked not to
look for hope in man. It will only bring disappointment. I must trust in the
Lord. I must build my foundation on the truth of Christ. Christ is everlasting.
The age of man and buildings is fleeting, temporary. The message of Jesus
Christ endures forever.
1 Corinthians 3:10-23:
10 By the grace God has given me, I laid a
foundation as a wise builder, and someone else is building on it. But each
one should build with care. 11 For
no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus
Christ. 12 If anyone
builds on this foundation using gold, silver, costly stones, wood, hay or straw, 13 their work will be shown
for what it is, because the Day will bring it to light. It will be
revealed with fire, and the fire will test the quality of each person’s work. 14 If what has been built
survives, the builder will receive a reward. 15 If
it is burned up, the builder will suffer loss but yet will be saved—even though
only as one escaping through the flames.
16 Don’t you know that you
yourselves are God’s temple and that God’s Spirit dwells in your midst? 17 If
anyone destroys God’s temple, God will destroy that person; for God’s temple is
sacred, and you together are that temple.
18 Do not deceive yourselves. If any of you think you
are wise by the standards of this age, you should become “fools” so
that you may become wise. 19 For the wisdom of this world is
foolishness in God’s sight. As it is written: “He catches the wise in
their craftiness”[a]; 20 and
again, “The Lord knows that the thoughts of the wise are futile.”[b] 21 So
then, no more boasting about human leaders! All things are yours, 22 whether
Paul or Apollos or Cephas[c] or
the world or life or death or the present or the future—all are yours, 23 and
you are of Christ, and Christ is of God.
Rather, God wants us live lives
like in 1 Timothy 2:1-2:
2 I urge, then, first of all, that
petitions, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for all people— 2 for
kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet
lives in all godliness and holiness.
I am not saying we should live as
the world to keep the peace, particularly if asked to do anything that
completely contradicts the Words of the Bible. Remaining firm in our beliefs is
important as well. Renouncing Jesus or committing murder (any termination of
human life) or ignoring evil is not an option. The early Church along with
Peter and Paul where persecuted for following Jesus. They disobeyed higher
authorities for the truth of Jesus. Not to prove themselves right. The most
important commandment is to love the Lord our God with all our heart and soul
allowing the early Christians to live boldly for the name of Christ. However,
the second commandment is equally as important to love your neighbor as
yourself not lording your importance and intellect. It is not my place to
reticule or allow anger to control me. If I feel called to serve as a
public servant for the people that is one path, but using social media as a
cowardly megaphone to spew hate is not commendable, nor Godly.
I will end with John 16:33.
It may not be the image of American blissfulness driving that new Cadillac down
Route 66 with the Rockies in view, but lives are short on this earth. Therefore,
take every opportunity to make it amazing spiritually and humbly, because it is
going to fade. Also, dwell on the Word of the Lord for his words are
everlasting, never ending, eternal, and where our hope is found.
“I have told you these things, so
that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But
take heart! I have overcome the world.”