I Want You to Know-JANUARY 2, 2007

I want to tell I will take you back. I want to tell you I am not ready to advance too fast. I want to tell you I am not physically attracted to you. I want to tell to grow up. I want to tell you to quit throwing your life away. I want to tell you I enjoy our commodity. I want to tell you prove your manhood to me. I want to tell you about my faith. I want to tell you to spare yourself from me. I want to tell you we need to travel and never stop. I want to tell you I have to move forward and you cannot follow. I want to tell you, "I wish you well during all your future discoveries." I want to tell you, "Make me more important in your eyes." I want to tell you live for yourself more than for just me. I want to tell you what we have will not work well.

I ask that you treat me like a queen. I ask that you make me equal to you. I ask that you forgive me for not being what you need me to be.

I desire for your strong embrace. I desire for you to devour me. I desire for you to respect my space.

I wish our faith would grow deepening into one another. I wish you could understand my commitment to my God. I wish I could help you find what you are searching.

I cannot satisfy all. Nor can you complete me. I love you with what I have. Anything more I cannot promise. My heart is torn between too many affections. I am sorry that my love is not large enough. Let me assure you our memories are apart of my self.