Our struggle for righteous and evil. Our mental challenge for good and bad. We have truths built within our soul. We have righteousness mended into our Spirit. We have principle blended into our heart. However, we have been misguided for correctness conditioned to be corrosive. We have allowed ourselves to learn lies speaking in truth.
I know the truth. I know the rules. I know the righteous. And I know the judgment. I do not want to forget. I do not want to compromise. I do not want to be unable to feel convicted. I want to look forward. I want to practice patience. I want to be honorable.
But I am loosing. I am allowing myself to be defeated by my own worst enemy. Myself. I want what I should not, indulging in the destructible. My battle is never ending. My only options are to sink deeper and deeper, to hide, or to die.
I look for hope in myself, but see little reason for smiling. I know I can overcome, but my second battle is do I want to?
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